fake it till you make it.

three new outfits that i photographed with my phone in classy bathrooms for y'all.
please don't judge me.







so there's a downright honest list happening right now. brace yourself:

1. getting broken up with suuuuuuucks. truly. i am not a fan

that was it. that was the list.
okay, here's another:

1. i have the best girl friends in the world. truly. like, you could try to compete with me on that, but i promise i'll win, so you should probably just accept it.
2. i'm wearing red lipstick today even though i don't feel confident enough for it.
3. i just started reading a new book. a novel! and that makes my heart feel comforted.
4. a few new items of clothing are making me feel pretty and (at least a tiny bit) more confident.
5. for the first time this semester, i have enough money in my bank account to start saving for my trip to see jaimei in seattle this summer.
6. i don't know what i'm doing this summer anymore, but i've gotten 4 job interviews in the last week, so at least i have options?
7. i get to move to a new apartment complex, new part of town, and new ward in just over a month.
8. i'm still planning on auditioning for noteworthy in the fall.
9. i'm really hoping and praying to get a job with efy this summer.
10. i know the lord loves me.

whew. that list was hard to make.
but i did it, right?